What I am not. Not yet, anyway. June 20, 2009
Posted by Jordan in Music, Thoughts.Tags: Explosions In The Sky, life, Music, Thoughts, Your Hand In Mine
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Ok, so, my last post was about what I want. All of that still applies. This post will be about what I am not. At least, not yet. I remain hopeful. If you’re confused – and you probably are – keep reading.
First, before I can really explain, you should watch this video, and then continue reading what’s below it.
Now, you may have indeed watched it, but did you really see it? Did you truly listen to it?
Since you’re all caught up, here’s what I am not.
I am not good enough, pure enough, decent enough, or worthy enough to bear witness to art that is that beautiful.
It’s a bit of a sobering thought, but it’s true. I don’t deserve to get to experience something like that. I don’t really know how (or why) I’ve been deemed lucky enough to get to experience it anyway, and I don’t really know whether my being cognizant of this is a blessing or a curse.
But, as I said above, I remain hopeful. I don’t know what the process is here, or how I’m supposed to reconcile any of this with myself, but I’m trying. I can be better. We all can be.
Emotion In Music April 16, 2009
Posted by Jordan in Music.Tags: Chamillionaire, emotion, Music
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Monday, I was on Twitter and caught what was, for me, a really thought-provoking post from Chamillionaire, as follows:
“Does music have to capture some kind of emotion to be good? Is it possible for a song to not capture any emotion?”
My reaction, at least to the second question, is that I just don’t think that’s possible. If there is such a song out there – one that is completely devoid of emotion – I certainly haven’t heard it. I mean, that’s what makes music music – it’s the outpouring, expression, and displaying of emotion by way of song. Even songs that might not connect with you or resonate with you in any way can still be powerful and meaningful to others.
What do you think?
The power that music can possess never ceases to amaze me. March 27, 2009
Posted by Jordan in Music, Thoughts, Twilight.Tags: Bella Swan, Edward Cullen, Flightless Bird American Mouth, Iron And Wine, Music, Oasis, Ryan Adams, Thoughts, Twilight, Twilight Soundtrack, Wonderwall
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Random thought before I get to the main idea of this post: Ryan Adams’ version of “Wonderwall” by Oasis is fantastic. I’ve probably listened to it ten times tonight.
I needed to get out of the house for a little while tonight. I just needed to get some fresh air, and be exposed to some stimuli, knowwhatimsayin? So I went to an arcade and played a few video games. Don’t judge me.
Anyway, as I was driving back to my house, I was listening to the Twilight Soundtrack. I pulled into the driveway while listening to Iron And Wine’s “Flightless Bird, American Mouth”, and I’m not entirely sure how to explain what happened next. I couldn’t stop listening to it. I was completely entranced. I must have listened to it five or six times straight before I “woke up” and got out of my car. I’ve sat alone in my car listening to music an innumerable amount of times before, and there have been times when I feel like I might not ever come back to Earth from whatever place the music takes me to, but this was different. It was like contrasting things happening simultaneously – like, my heart sped up quite a bit, because of the intense, simple beauty of that song, and because I couldn’t help but picture how beautiful the prom scene is that that song is used for in the movie. Yet, just as my heart was reacting that way, the longer I listened to the song, I actually felt more and more relaxed, almost like I could just drift right off to sleep. It was such a strange emotional juxtaposition – once I actually got into the house, it took me a few minutes to recover, so that I could process thoughts normally again.
Music is and will forever be the sun to my earth.

Word Of The Day #1 March 24, 2009
Posted by Jordan in Music, Word Of The Day.Tags: awe-inspiring, Hoppipolla, Music, Sigur Ros, Word Of The Day
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I’m going to try to keep the Word Of The Day going – maybe not every day, but often enough. I’ll post the word, the definition, and something (a picture, a video, a song, a quote – whatever comes to mind) that I associate with it.
Today’s WOTD is awe-inspiring. The definition can be found here.
This song … well, it’s a lot of things, but awe-inspiring is definitely one way to describe it, at least in my opinion. You don’t even have to watch the video – just turn the volume up and the lights off, and close your eyes. If you wait the four and a half minutes until the end of the song to open them again, it’s like you’re waking up from a great nap, or refreshed and invigorated after going for a dip in a cool stream.